I’m making efforts…really, like…big efforts to remember the advantages of living together with a guy, as a couple… I look at my life just the way it is today and all I know is that for at least 3 years I’ve led a carefree living only with my daughter. Selfish, I know… but I enjoy it with every cell of my heart and body because it took a lot of work to get here and it feels so God damn good!
Did I fall in love since I started to be single again? Of course, I did… crazy, deeply, madly in love… I lived with passion love stories that healed the worst and brought the best out of me. It was amazing! I had deep, profound, incredible soul connections with the opposite gender. I might say that I’ll definitely have what to tell my grandchildren when I will be an oldie. But to be honest, I never really imagined myself again living in two. I just…couldn’t. Nobody inspired me at that kind of level.
Imagine a student and the life he or she has… without the going to parties or clubs part which I never really liked it, I’m having the best time of my life! I’m 35 years old and I never felt younger or more aware of my mind, body and soul like I am today. Life is easier and even stumble stones appear in the way from time to time, I know how to handle them, because I can recognize the signs Universe is giving me to reach the next chapter. And here is what made me think about it. The SIGNS.
You see… whenever you are ready for the next life chapter, the Universe knows better and pushes you further by closing all the known doors for you, but opening in the same time another one, completely unknown to you. I didn’t invent this now, for sure, but I am one of those persons who’s very good in recognizing the signs and usually now I don’t panic too much when that happens. Even if it’s hard to get out of my comfort zone, the grey time between the old and the new phase takes as long as I fight against the change. Cause this is all about. CHANGE. If I don’t fight too much, then the new comfort zone sets itself faster and easier in my new life chapter.
Everything changes. For some reason, nothing stays the same and looking now behind I am grateful to this Universe for giving me the opportunity, but also the strength to go through the different life changes I went until now. I’ve been rewarded so much for my patience and faith I had in it!
New shapes, new shadows, new energy waves… new colors. Life doesn’t stop to surprise me! Here I was saying to myself “I want that and that…” and boom…the next second I knew, I got them all. The trick? I was finally ready to handle everything I’ve ever wanted.
So…even if I am a little bit scared of the new vibe I feel today, even if I still don’t find any reason at all to change anything in my life now, well… I guess, the Universe really knows it better 😊