I am possessive… when I am in love, I am possessive, and I am not ashamed to say it loud and clear. I don’t care what guys might think about that, how scary that sounds and I definitely won’t feel guilty for that. We all get crazy when we fall in love, therefore the expression “I am crazy about you”, and while that might be tricky, making us feeling jealous from time to time (which is healthy by the way), I believe that there are some basic rules in relationships that need to be respected and sharing the man I am with is none of that when it comes to me. You see, we all have a devil inside of us and we all like to give in to getting pleasure and pleasing our ego and desperate need to be wanted and liked by everybody, but in the equation “you are now mine…don’t like to share”, when it comes to me, that’s real. Breaking that rule is a deal breaker.
The moment I just SMELLED you might be fooling around, I’m out. And trust me. I will SMELL your BS. Oh dude… you will think I went to a “clairvoyant” or something, that well I am going to describe what I think you’ve done while I was “sleeping”. You know… those seconds when you will dare to think “I got her, I can do whatever I wanna do. She is too vulnerable right now to make something stupid like… leaving me!”. Oh man, you have no idea how fast I will disappear. You will have the impression that being with me was just a dream. That fast I will vanish from your life.
Sometimes I might first go silent and then just inform you smiling about my decision to leave your lying ass, without explaining why. Or, depending on my mood, I might give you the chance to offer an explanation, but if you take that for granted, and my kindness as weakness, you might say that… hmm… how can I say it nice? Let’s see… hmm… well… you’re fucked! Basically, you are fucked and expect nothing less than to see how the fire you were able to bring in me turns into a storm, you’ll almost get deaf because of my wild, mad roar and then, when I will be finally done with you, I will get ice cold. STONE ICE. But hey, that’s just me… the sea has plenty of other fishes… I am a LEO. A LEO WOMAN! 🙂
P.S. I dedicate this song to all my female readers asking themselves questions like: should I go or should I stay? You’ve landed on my blog, so the answer is… YOU… CHOOSE YOU… you are a smart girl so just do it: GO! Learn how to respect yourself, say to him “Thank you for the opportunity to share you with others, I am flattered, but I think I will pass” and get the hell out of there. Not because he doesn’t deserve you or whatever motivational BS you might read online, about you deserving better or whatever…. you might…. but one real reason why you should leave him is your own self-respect. I mean, if you don’t respect yourself, why the hell should he? That’s the real definition of love and trust me, he knows it. Men know it. Their entire being revolves around the word RESPECT! That’s how they define LOVE. So why shouldn’t you do the same?